this summer has been awesome thus far. ive had many nites of randomness. crazy drinking nites. completed missions. cottages. and one really awesome nite with the boys and over a hundred beers. got alittle messy. woke up still hammered at like 2 in the afternoon the next day. but throughout the whole summer ive been missing one thing, and for those that no me im sure you know who im talking about. theres no talking or anything right now so in the past few weeks ive come to realize that the best way to deal with this bullshit is to follow thrice when they say "Here at the top of the world, we hold our own by keeping our hearts cold" and since ive followed this i havent had a better time enjoying summer. i feel that i am at the top of the world.
ive decided to take next year off school so i can make some money and relax a bit. so now my worries are gone. my stress is gone. ive never felt better. and im not goin to let stupid shit like what has gone on the past 6 months happen again. im young... im a bit crazy... and im here to have fun. so thats what ill do.